30/10/08

it been three days we din see untill each other or contact each other .. don't even knoe what he doing now .. anyway i must stay strong if not thing will happen again and again .. brought two CD's from TS ytd ,one is those hongkong comedy show and other one is 10 promise to my dog which is me and him wanted to watch long time ago .. hais . why can't he just give in .. even i moved back home he olso won't care so much for it . Am i loving a cool hearted guy?? i really feel disspointed to him .. every time i wanted to accompany him he sure will go out or at home playing his computer game .. i won't blame him for playing computer game is just that at least he spend sometime with me ....


30/10/08[IN THE MORNING]
din't really get a good rest ,cause i'm using com untill morning than i find out that my bf betray me .. it make a full-stop for us .. i m so confuss ..tot after his taiwan trip he will totally change .. i m a fool to him...fine!!! to marcus .. go ask the gal to move in ur hse and got your accompany ..it's okays .. i have moved out leh so don worried u can invite her to your hse ..i don want to disgrace ur name u should knoe it yourself .. u say u love me is all a lie .. everyone around me say u are good bf actually u are nt .. hais ...SOBS ...
i really don't knoe who can i talk to so i dial up tailin and my tear keep rolling down, than tailin suggest to come down to yewtee to find me .. really need to THANKS TO TAILIN for the accompany when i'm sad .. when he reach for awhile, i when to my house near by a coffee-shop to buy three kaya toast and two jiajia for him to eat drink cause i knoe he sure never eat before coming out to find me .. around 11pus than he leave cause he need to go school .. than i when back home .. if last time i never w/ andrew i think he will treat me better than andrew .. erm marcus leh , he is a good guy,he realli care for me but hais end up he still never change... well , i admit i really put tons of loves and care for him .. i have put in effort to be a good gf but i still fail to change him !!!! hais...

*i really miss the time that we first time together ..

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